it's one of those lovely, lovely quiet nights.
i made a macro-platter for dinner, ohmygoodness delicious. my workday was short and fast today--only about five hours with Sweet Hannah as she gallivanted with her girlfriends at a six-year-old birthday party and i drove 85 miles from here to there to everywhere...
tonight is lovely. i have Sirius XMU playing and the dinner i'm eating is delicious. i adore XMU. and i adore tofu, veggies, beans, rice and sriracha. i have my first psych nursing exam tuesday night at 5p and some videos and online assignments to do to prep----i think i'm going to consciously procrastinate those things until tomorrow and relish in a night of lovely relaxation.
yesterday was insanely enjoyable. i made some delicious tofu, broccoli, chili noodles and watched Whip It.
i really liked the movie! it was fun fun fun! i think Kirstin Wiig is a gem and i enjoy everything she's in. Ellen Page is a doll, and the movie was all parts what i needed last night after two straight intern shifts. holy tired! i slept like a rock last night. hard! and fabulously well rested upon waking which was even more awesome.
i had a great conversation with someone super special to me about my loneliness the past few weeks and it was suggested that perhaps my loneliness was a little self-pity making a run on me. AHA! that resonated so well with me and a few days after that conversation i feel much more aware about what i truly need and what i'm actually getting. there isn't much difference in the two. i have amazing friends i can reach out to at any time. i am not alone. i get to enjoy this time without an intimate male relationship because it is truly a great gift! i get to be fully accountable for myself! what a gift!!
i'm feeling a lot better and enjoying the quiet, the chance to be in relationship with myself, and the gentle acknowledgment that possibly i was wallowing a little bit earlier. eh. whatcha gonna do? i am indeed and thankfully not perfect.
can i tell you again how delicious this dinner is??? and how much i love XMU??? rocking to some Modest Mouse right now. love those boys.
hope your weekend is going super duper. i work for some darling Love girls tomorrow for a good chunk of the afternoon/evening. there's some football game on that dad wants to go to a party for....hmmmm....i think i'll look at that as some excellent post-bedtime study time. gosh, i love my job.
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