I am sitting here, getting ready to get ready for bed.
I don't want to be in stress or fear about Thursday.
It's creeping in a little bit----did I do enough? I just know I didn't because The Princeton Review book I have isn't completely read.
Did I do just what I had time to do? Yes.
I am scared I'll fail, and I'm hopeful I'll pass.
I don't want my ego or my self-defeating mind to get the better of me in this process.
It is just a test. That's all this is.
Just a test.
I can weight it in my mind if I want to, but that just makes it bigger than me and I already have a Power Greater than Myself.
If I make this exam bigger than God, then I'm sure to fail.
No matter what the outcome.
I am tired of studying, and grateful for all I'm learning during this serious review process.
Tomorrow, I wake before the sun to catch the sun rise from Trail 317 north of Thumb Butte.
Then, I do a practice exam. (more than one if I have time.)
And, a lunch date with a very nice and fun man at noon.
I don't plan to study after lunch.
From lunch, I plan to drive to Mesa to hang with my daddy-o and try to breathe and be calm.
But of course, these are all speculations as to how tomorrow will play out, and I know very well that my days have not been going as I think they should. So...
I get ready for bed, now.
Good night, world.
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