There are clouds piling up outside in the blue sky.
There is a Princeton Review NCLEX study guide in front of me, pleading me to open her, to study her.
There is a song playing by a band I've not heard of, and I love it.
There is an overwhelming calm within me.
I don't doubt calm. I know to not question calm.
I trust calm.
Calmness is trust in action, and I'm grateful I learned that three and a half years ago.
I test in two and a half days, and I believe with every ounce of me that whatever is the result of me sitting down for the National Council Licensure Examination will be God's will.
I trust the breeze, the effort, the coffee, the ginkgo biloba, the music, the books, the people, the experience, the power of this educational experience.
I am not afraid.