Saturday, December 19, 2009

the now.

currently struggling a lot with god.
feeling frustrated outwardly that god's not giving me what i want and in the same breath being shown it's probably me i'm frustrated with---that i'm forcing MY will on god's intention for my life.

a weird place to be in.

a lot of my current 'stuff' is wrapped up in letting go of the outcome and truly accepting the situation right in front of me. 

i love my higher power.  i have complete faith and trust in my relationship with my higher power. 

i don't know that i trust myself to truly admit powerlessness.  it seems very very hard, and quite scary.  to truly be POWERLESS over all of it.  thank goodness for step two. 

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