currently struggling a lot with god.
feeling frustrated outwardly that god's not giving me what i want and in the same breath being shown it's probably me i'm frustrated with---that i'm forcing MY will on god's intention for my life.
a weird place to be in.
a lot of my current 'stuff' is wrapped up in letting go of the outcome and truly accepting the situation right in front of me.
i love my higher power. i have complete faith and trust in my relationship with my higher power.
i don't know that i trust myself to truly admit powerlessness. it seems very very hard, and quite scary. to truly be POWERLESS over all of it. thank goodness for step two.